Saturday, October 16, 2004
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decided 2 change my mind.... updatin my blog now... i'm scared.... reali scared about 'O's...i'm afraid i couldn't make it ...esp my eng... wad shld i do??? i was not tt nervous 4 prelims... jus try by best.... now i'm so stressed out.... although my parents didn give me any stress... but but... e pressure is there... i can't let myself down... 4 yrs of sec sch life, this is e turnin pt... this is e last lap....
i hav 2 admit tt i'm not tt hardworkin as i was in pri sch... tt time... wow... studious gal ok... finish my homework as soon as possible... even if it is weekend... always finish my work on fri... but now i was always delayin( but still punctual 2 hand up my work).. most of e time is last min work... this applys 2 examinations too... revise oni 2 or 3 days b4 exams.... actually... i'm not tt hardworkin as i look as if i am... those guai guai nu... in fact... i'm reali lazy... always slackin....... haiz... i'm rather disappointed wif myself "y can't i jus work hard?" ah!!!!!!! headache ah!!!!!
wad can i do? wad shld i do? actually, i'm not tt happy as i always appear in front of my friends...
i'm always smilin away is tt... i hope tt i could 4get my worries n troubles.... ( includin my family affairs) while doin so.... evryday... i'm worryin about smth.... dunno... jus get easily depressed... too stressed le.... i dunno wad 2 say le...... i dunno wad i'm tinkin now... shld jus stop... or...........
Saturday, October 16, 2004